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not again...

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 5:13 PM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Ring Ding Dong (SHINee)
Insomnia
so much work
no time to eat
need to sleep

I want to quit painting again, I'm not good enough for any predetermined standard.
need to focus, need to figure out what it is exactly what I want to do because this is just not worth it.
losing my mind
why can't I sleep?
I'm sure I make no sense whatsoever
It's either me that's going too fast or me not being able to follow the world. I'm either right or the world is. but there seems to be nothing at all to separate these extremes.

There is no way that I can ever have a simple, normal casual conversation with people.
I can't not care
why is liking paint not serious enough?
my body feels like it's sleeping but I'm still awake, mindfuck

the world doesn't make sense and there is nothing that will ever explain it. horrible enough to not want to even try having a life
Art makes even less sense and in a way, art is about all my life is about. ( that and Korean boys <3 )
Art is everything and even more nothing. Art is nothing but a word and one doesn't even have to be able to paint anymore, oh the horrors I've seen...

confused little puppy is scared of the big bad world
haha no
I want to be good at what I do before I decide on wanting to become an artist or not

for now, I need to draw more and paint less, not that I have been painting much decent stuff anyway, nothing will be missed
drawing uses less energy than painting

and nothing of value will be lost when I die
goodnight

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:iconalientune:
Hello, you've been featured here [link]

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:iconvidorulover:
omg thank you
so much love
:heart:
I feel honored to have such devoted fans
thanks again

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:iconmichellelynn725:
HEY! :wave:
Thanks so much for the :+fav:ing and support :heart:
It means a lot and I appreciate that you stopped by.

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:iconvidorulover:
you're most welcome, your work deserves some love

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Come to me, my little flower. And let me taste your nectar.
:iconmichellelynn725:
Wow, :O
Thanks!! :love:

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We'll drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and fight!! Oy!

-'Flogging Molly'
:iconmagicurchin:
u are very talented!
:iconvidorulover:
thank you very much
*bow bow*

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Come to me, my little flower. And let me taste your nectar.
:iconrusty-winters:
Fantastic gallery! You really have some spectacular work!

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lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off!!! ;)
:iconvidorulover:
I'm glad you think so, thanks for stopping by and taking the time to look at my gallery

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:icondwk61:
Thank you so much for the fave on "Tunnel Vision Wandering".I'd like to invite you to do some wandering of your own in "The Beautiful Country" music by Zbigniew Preisner [link]



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