I can't seem to get it right. It's frustrating how easy my drawings are and how badly I suck at painting. I've been obsessing about painting for 2 years and it is still so awful!
I should spare myself, stop painting and focus on my drawings because that is something I could get good enough to not get depressed over it all the time.
Painting is a torture while drawing is my second nature.
this has nothing to do with never being satisfied because that never really happens with my drawings either. It's not the size, it's not what I make, it's purely the act of painting that I know I will never master. There is something in my head that just won't allow it.
I can mix colors, make interesting textures, I can do compositions and stuff, I can do it all (more or less) but no matter how much I try to get better at these things, the real problem won't get fixed.
No one can teach me, I can't teach myself, it's just something that I clearly miss and there is nothing that can be done about it
This really is the end of the world.
This pit really has a bottom and I'm about to crash









Thank you so much for the fave on "Vertigo Dreams". It's my pleasure to invite you to the vertiginous sound of Japenese rock group Mucc with "Sora Ti Ito" [link] Hold on tight. I hope you like it.
I really like your gallery. I only rarely see anyone to draw with this kind of a style which is very wild, innovative and impressionistic. Keep up the good job!
thanks for all the faving and of course, thanks for watching me.
I will draw some more once my exams are over ^^
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Come to me, my little flower. And let me taste your nectar.
Looking forward for your upcoming artwork.
Have a great day!
thank you
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Come to me, my little flower. And let me taste your nectar.
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Rot in your own way.
thank you for the fav (:
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